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Posted by: Karen 1 April 2013

Karen, 53, diagnosed in 2010 with operable pancreatic bile duct cancer

Karenmain1I was diagnosed officially on 12th September 2010. I had been feeling off it for some time, feeling sick and then severe abdominal pains at night, which the GP said was indigestion. Then suddenly I started to turn yellow, skin and eyes and unbearable itching, so I was sent for blood tests which showed my bilirubin was extremely high and I went for a scan that same week.

This was followed by an MRI scan and 3 days later a stent insertion which eased the symptoms. Six weeks later after my pancreas had calmed down I visited my surgeon Mr Andrew Smith at St James, Leeds, and he said there was a high possibility the blockage was a cancer in the pancreas, but as it had showed no abnormal cells in the brushings when the stent was inserted they could not be 100% sure. He suggested a Whipple's procedure which I was eligible for and given the choice of having it done the following week or I could wait. But when I asked him he said if it was cancerous the latter choice may not be the best, so I went ahead on 20thSeptember 2010, and yes it was cancerous. I was made aware of the risks but felt there was no other choice.

I was told it was nothing in my lifestyle that had caused it, I was a fit healthy non smoking and odd glass of wine woman. After eight days in high dependency, and four weeks in hospital I came home. Six weeks later I was asked to partake in the Bilcap trial and I began as one half of patients who partake in chemotherapy and monitoring, but on the 12th day of the first cycle it had to be stopped as it was causing the arteries to my heart constrict so now I just get routine scans and appointments with my surgeon.

It was four months before I felt anything like normal, and it was extremely hard. The more I looked at articles online the worse I became so my husband suggested I stopped reading them. Although the hospital were fantastic with my care up to and during my treatment, I felt support from local organisations lacking somewhat due to their lack of knowledge, as actually there are very few Whipples patients around. I still feel that is the case, although the new material available through Pancreatic Cancer UK is excellent and wish I had seen that in the early days. I met some ladies with other cancers at Macmillan but otherwise felt somewhat abandoned as there were no support groups. I felt the help I got from our local hospice was good as the complimentary therapies were excellent and helped me relax.

When you are recovering, which will take a long time, eat what you want when you want. Rich tea biscuits are good for nausea and diluted cranberry juice is nice. Have a rest on an afternoon, say no to visitors if you feel you have to.

My husband has been fantastic and don't really know how he put up with me at times, as I went from calm to crying to depressed and wondering when I would start to feel better if ever. I wouldn't look to the future or plan anything. That was when it was suggested I see the Clinical Cancer Physiologist, who actually thought I was coping quite well. I took the decision to give up work which was also hard but due to me not knowing from one day to the next how I would feel I felt it best, but that hit me hard as well. I used to get frustrated but had to accept I couldn't do what I used to.

I still get tired as the day goes on, and have bouts of diarrhoea and stomach cramps but after being given the wrong information by the dietician on how and when to take my Creon, I now take it 10 minutes before food and half way through as advised by my surgeon. He said not to break the capsules open as they are not as effective in the gut then. We try to go out for a walk when the weather is good, the outdoors seem so much more appealing these days.

7 months after my Whipples we paid a surprise visit to our daughter in Miami, followed by a trip to China on the anniversary of my operation. We did go to the Olympics even though I said I wouldn't be here and have been to the Rockies, Marrakesh and again over to the USA.

Karenmain2It is now two and a half years since and I am living and loving life to the full … with a few hiccups some days.

April 2013