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Alan John Dowdeswell (Grandad)

A tribute byLauren Dowdeswell

I love you so much grandad I can't believe you're not here anymore. Some days I forget your gone for a few minutes and expect you to call or text and then reality hits me like a tonne of bricks. I so very very sad my daughter won't get to meet her wonderful great grandad. Toby misses you so much too, I hope you got his letters and pictures he made for you. He has a picture of you and him in his room. Nobody will ever take your place grandad, you were there for mefrom the day I was born till the day you went to heaven and I am truly thankful and blessed to of had you in my life for 25 years. I will never ever forget you and all the wonderful things about you. You are and always will be my hero and the very definition on a father, grandfather and great grandfather. I hope you know just how much you ment to me and you will forever be in my heart. I just hope wherever you are, that you're out of pain and resting. I know it is selfish of me but I so wish you were still here with me. My heart breaks over and over again and the pain of losing you will never go away. I love you forever and always with all my heart ❤️ xxxxxxxxxxx
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